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tradition

i can't wait to be woken to greet you

i did smile at this moment, it's a wound

i can't think, i'm too stupid, but i can still choose

and i choose to be chosen, which is all new

hand in black sky hand, i just want to know how have you been

if you can die then so can i, who cares by what, where, and when

therefore i am

in my dream there's an ocean, and it's so blue

when i awake in the morning, it seems all new

i can't stop my own motion, sings the kazoo

and your shape is a token of my calm mood



before the altar

bone meets bone, clash in fire

stand alone, or stand beside her

but i can't stand these overtones

there is no chance, says these swollen glands

oh, in the morning, in the morning, everyone is gone, you'll have the last word

and i don't feel like i belong to your secret songs

i burned my hand, i burned my good

but i'm still young, it won't last for long

say your prayers, shave it all off

oh, in the morning, in the morning, have a secret, here's a secret

take a diuretic and just play along

i let go, i don't want to know what the mirror can show me

anthemic soul, shake your tone

magic realism is just melodic drone

oh, in the morning, in the morning, it's the most that i've been thinking

and the touch i feel is shrinking from your mighty palm, a second rate numbing

but most of all, it's all my fault

i should just love, i can't be upfront

why don't i just speak instead of singing

oh, everybody needs a password, i'm a solo, i am so low, i am basic

and the sake of all the shackles holding in my mind is gone

break the blood, beat the drum, beat the lasting past

and face the waking, the breaking wave

bone meets bone, there is no brain



free will and the question mark

grass blade songs i grew up to whistle to honour the swallowing tide i choke on

humbled along the golden road, your wealth is a sinner i'd rather not die for

seek the golden sun, hear the stated hum

dream of my dreams shining on me

chew the ashes of the saint, throw out the meat that tastes of bait

the heart sends blood to my middle stained fingers, the silence i've known has become a stranger

seek the golden sun, hear the stated hum

dream of my dreams shining on me

i don't want to know what shapes my sad old bones

foresaken and unknown, waste my prayer's poem away



sun's light on winter sadness

perform a ritualistic ceremony cause i believe in what i dream

free the one that opens up the door to anyone

poisoning the natives, although believed to be extinct, was once considered good sense

your shit smells like blood and the cancer in your body doesn't trust anyone

all this weight on my bare back and the holy gun against my chest

smile, smile, smile for me, smile, smile, smile say cheese

once i came down from this cloud in a shroud and i kissed the crown

don't make me go, leave me alone, can't you hear from these moans that i kissed the crown

even though i died, beauty's just as fleeting as when i was alive

an extreme statement is the least that i can do for you at this time

counted all the ways in which that i could possibly die

never owned a woman, so i guess i'll have to keep my own mind, my own mind, my own mind, my own mind

all this weight on my bare back and the holy gun against my chest

smile, smile, smile for me, smile, smile, smile please

once i came down from this cloud in a shroud and i kissed the crown

don't make me go, leave me to grow, can't you hear from these moans that i kissed the crown

kissed the ground, kissed the crown

kissed the ground, kissed the crown



series of seasons

i am a siren, smoke signal grows

on top of this shouting, this flower groans

on my highest of my highness on my own, my own, my own, my own, my own, my own, my own

you are a fragrance is such a silly swoon

reach peaks sighs of relief, i love you smelly bones

all my silence, in all my silence it only goes to show that slight of soulness sold us coldness

i don't want to fight you but i hope you don't decide to never change

i hope my hopelessness won't never bring you pain

redefine it, redefine it, don't feel that you have to fight to fake a way

speak to fire, speak to fire, speak to fire, speak to fire, it's for now and ever free



silence

silence surrounds me, everything will be ok

dug a deep hole to sleep in with nothing left to say

open up the chains, i'll bleed for you my veins if you're not entertained

sit under the sun, a hyperactive noise, we're not the only one

so many ways to lose, which one do i do

so many people i'll never please, none of whom i knew

enter to the maze, awoke into a daze, the light is always growing

remember when i said nothing matters to me now that the void is glowing

silence absolves me, i finally found my escape

the walls are surrounding, the walls surround walls

shimmering singing and other sounds i saw, hoping maybe we could wake up now

the silence always bring the things i'm hopeful for and always, always never, not knowing