eat your heart out



[laughs]

i see a theme confirming your freedom and victories

the living get reborn and the dead rest

presently is quickly fading as the past just grows stronger

so suck all you can you're stuck on the dying end of rotten fruit

i see a plan it's already in action if you can

force a course of change nobody really cares either way

suffer in a sense your hallucinations and other ways to face the days

so face all you can wish away the writing on your hands

no secret wish to dream nature can't decipher between a whisper and a scream

every harrowing event doesn't always end up in the end in the end

so fuck all you can you're screaming in a silence that makes no sense

i see a theme confirming your freedom and victories



two stuffed bears

sunlight shivering light

two sick beds high and bright

i'll see you in the next life

as two birds singing it's a sign

feel your best your hairy chest

piano lessons on your bed

calm i mean it calm i mean it

hugging you in your court

is that a song or my heart beating heavily

as i watch myself unravel

the true shape that we take

is a pile before me and my eyes

and may i believe in seeing you and me too in the whole light

calm i mean it calm i mean it calm i mean it

what's become now what's belonging to you

i know you wanna mean well

and i wanna mean well too

but i'm gonna float now

i'm gonna soak in your bathtub

i gotta say now in my own words how what i mean is now

calm i mean it calm i mean it calm i mean it calm i mean it



say goodbye now dreams

out of all the times you said goodbye and walked away you never let me say goodbye

you never let me say what's mine let me say what's mine to mean

teeth; let your heart out and scream

breathe; cut your eyes out and see

time; eat your fingernails clean

i love you every time

all i wanted was to cry over you you never let the seething through

you never let me find my size my meaning mind is proof i'm stealing

blow and watch the feather go

grow and the leaves will follow

so let it fade away

aged and so it mellows

comfort me with shackles of the past shape me into your mantle

bury me in blankets and the fire inside your fluorescent purple

to feast among the darkness i rest this burdens nest upon my grave

there's no mystery behind your lies or do you just want to pretend your medium tries

have meaning left behind your lies just dreaming what you hope to find

i say goodbye now dreams

i say goodbye now dreams

i say goodbye now dreams

i say goodbye now dreams

mine i love you out of time

in time nothing can be mine

but know you're not that far away

and hey no one has to know